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I moved to a new livejournal account. I'll keep this one around because of the stuff it has on it, but I will not be updating this anymore.

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Once again I should be sleeping... BUT THERE WILL BE TIME FOR THAT LATER.

I amuse myself. Even though I hate being busy, I love to keep myself busy. I love spending infinite amounts of time on random, pointless and fun projects, but agonize over any time spent on college work.. nevermind that it is actually important. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME I WANT TO BE 16 AGAIN AND NOT HAVE TO CARE ABOUT ALL THIS SHIT.

Finals are soon... so naturally I am not studying at all and am spending my time fangirling and working on Sawtooth Hollow. Not to mention the fact that I blew something like 4 hours today on Diddy Kong Racing. On that note... that game is fucking cheap. Despite 20 tries (YES I COUNTED) at the Silver Coin Challenge mode of Frosty Village, I have failed to collect all the coins and come in first place (best I managed was second). Why? I keep getting stuck on walls and ridiculous shit like that, and the computer somehow manages to be miles ahead of me each time no matter how well I do.

....and this guy makes it look easy. Dx



Be spammin up mah journal! I disapprove.

I'll leave it to Snape to sum up my feelings on this matter.


If I could ever make a video game, it would so be this. Pokemon + Star Trek = Trekmon. My friend and I, while in a mutual Star Trek TOS fan-kick, discussed some of the finer points of Trekmon. Oh, the possibilities... xD;





I added some more shit to my Sawtooth Hollow / Tartarus post, meaning that I found some more information on the projects. (If you can't see it, it's because you're not my friend. It's a private post.) Still have no idea if these two will ever happen, but I'd like to at least give them a shot. I've held on to the shit for all these years - never had the heart to delete any of it.

In other news.. college is kicking my ass. I'm depressed all the time, and all I ever really want to do is sleep or drift off into nostalgia land. I fucking hate math, and I hate these bullshit pre-req requirements that will torment me until I finally escape from this shithole. I made a lot of bad choices at the start of the semester, and I'm paying for them. I just want this to be over with so I can start over next semester and not be so fucking retarded this time.  If I were more impulsive and slightly more depressed, I'd throw my hands up and say to hell with all of it. But, ironically, I need that 4 year degree in order to get a job in order to pay off my massive college debt that accumulated in order to get that 4 year degree. Fuck my life.

Also, I miss Acwellan, I miss furcadia, and I miss all the great friends I met and made there. Some part of me refuses to grow up, and consequently refuses to let go of all that happened. I miss all of you. Badly. I miss all the fun we used to have.

I dunno. I've just felt really shitty, sad, and lonely lately. I think I need a happy pill. ):

Firefly... D:

Okay. I need to apologize to everyone, even people I don't know. I have done a terrible thing.

I purposely overlooked  a Sci-Fi series that rivals Star Trek: The Original Series in sheer awesomeness. My friend told me about it over a year ago and I didn't even take the time to look at it. I couldn't have been more mistaken in taking this action, or in dismissing this series.

Firefly is outstanding. I'm just... sflkdhklfhsf. Speechless.

I never thought that I could love another Sci-Fi series as much as I love Star Trek. I was mistaken.

If you haven't seen this series, go and watch it. I can personally guarantee that you will love it. But be prepared - it only lasted for one season. You'll want more, but there isn't any.

This always seems to happen with Sci-Fi series, doesn't it? Canceled because networks purposely screw them over, then they become cult classics, make millions, and gain rabid followers in syndication. If only the dumb-fucks would learn from NBC's mistake with Star Trek.. revive this fucking series while you still can. I know, you know, and everyone knows that they will regret it if they don't. Someday, people will think, "Wow, they had a real gem here. What kind of dumbfuck would cancel this show?" (Hell, people think that already!!)

Anyways, sorry. I'll stop my depressed fangirl emoness now. It just... kills me inside to see another incredible Sci-Fi show cut down before its prime, and to see all its potential rot away. I've got another one to add to my list of shows that never should have been canceled.

Makes you wonder, doesn't it? All the good shows get slashed, and yet pure shit shows like American Idol and all the Reality TV trash clogging up the airways refuse to die. People don't know what real entertainment is anymore. If they did, shows like this wouldn't be fucking canceled.


Advanced Global Personality Test Results
Work ethic||||||||||||||||70%
Need to dominate||||||||||40%
Change averse||||||||||||50%
Peter pancomplex||||||||||||50%
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Stability results were moderately low which suggests you are worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious.

Orderliness results were moderately high which suggests you are, at times, overly organized, reliable, neat, and hard working at the expense of flexibility, efficiency, spontaneity, and fun.

Extraversion results were moderately low which suggests you are reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and secretive.

trait snapshot:
changeable, in the middle, suspicious, somewhat traditional, dislikes chaos, down to earth, group oriented, practical

Should be doing homework/studying/sleeping. But I wanted to re-take this thing. And it looks like my results changed. o_O


Personality Disorder Test Results
Paranoid |||||||||||||||||||| 86%
Schizoid |||||||||||||||||||| 86%
Schizotypal |||||||||||||||||||| 86%
Antisocial |||||||||| 34%
Borderline |||||||||||||||| 66%
Histrionic |||||||||| 34%
Narcissistic |||||| 22%
Avoidant |||||||||||||||| 66%
Dependent |||||||||||| 50%
Obsessive-Compulsive |||||||||| 34%
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Eccentric Personality Disorders: Paranoid, Schizoid, Schizotypal

Individuals with these disorders often appear odd or peculiar.

Paranoid Personality Disorder - individual generally tends to interpret the actions of others as threatening.

Personality Disorder - individual generally detached from social relationships, and shows a narrow range of emotional expression in various social settings.

Personality Disorder - individual is uncomfortable in close relationships, has thought or perceptual distortions, and peculiarities of behavior.

Dramatic Personality Disorders: Antisocial, Borderline, Histrionic, and Narcissistic

Individuals with these disorders have intense, unstable emotions, distorted self-perception, and/or behavioral impulsiveness.

Antisocial Personality Disorder - individual shows a pervasive disregard for, and violation of, the rights of others.

Borderline Personality Disorder - individual shows a generalized pattern of instability in interpersonal relationships, self-image, and observable emotions, and significant impulsiveness.

Histrionic Personality Disorder - individual often displays excessive emotionality and attention seeking in various contexts. They tend to overreact to other people, and are often perceived as shallow and self-centered.

Narcissistic Personality Disorder - individual has a grandiose view of themselves, a need for admiration, and a lack of empathy that begins by early adulthood and is present in various situations. These individuals are very demanding in their relationships.

Anxious Personality Disorders: Avoidant, Dependent, Obsessive-Compulsive

Individuals with these disorders often appear anxious or fearful.

Avoidant Personality Disorder - individual is socially inhibited, feels inadequate, and is oversensitive to criticism

Dependent Personality Disorder - individual shows an extreme need to be taken care of that leads to fears of separation, and passive and clinging behavior.

Obsessive-Compulsive Personality Disorder - individual is preoccupied with orderliness, perfectionism, and control at the expense of flexibility, openness, and efficiency.


Busy Week. D:

I've got two giant tests this week.. and I really don't think that I have studied enough for either of them. I'm starting to think that it might have been a mistake to take on 15 credits and a job. Well, okay, it wouldn't be bad if they were normal classes, but it's chemistry and math. Double-teaming my brain and raping it into a submissive stupor.

Plus Chemistry has three lectures a week, a giant lab, and a discussion group. fffffffffffffffffffffffff

All this for a Bachelor degree in SCIENCE!!!11111111111. It had better be worth it. D:

(specifically, Animal Biology.. but I still don't even know wtf I can do with a degree like that.)

Soyeah. I'm stressin'.


Hello again, emptyish livejournal!!

I got a new layout for this thing. Freakish orange juice and toast. BECAUSE THEY ARE A PART OF A DELICIOUS BREAKFAST. HURRAY.

I also found this totally friggin awesome Star Trek Original Series mood theme. So naturally I'm using that, too. :D