I moved to a new livejournal account. I'll keep this one around because of the stuff it has on it, but I will not be updating this anymore.
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- Current Mood: pensive
Once again I should be sleeping... BUT THERE WILL BE TIME FOR THAT LATER.
I amuse myself. Even though I hate being busy, I love to keep myself busy. I love spending infinite amounts of time on random, pointless and fun projects, but agonize over any time spent on college work.. nevermind that it is actually important. WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME I WANT TO BE 16 AGAIN AND NOT HAVE TO CARE ABOUT ALL THIS SHIT.
Finals are soon... so naturally I am not studying at all and am spending my time fangirling and working on Sawtooth Hollow. Not to mention the fact that I blew something like 4 hours today on Diddy Kong Racing. On that note... that game is fucking cheap. Despite 20 tries (YES I COUNTED) at the Silver Coin Challenge mode of Frosty Village, I have failed to collect all the coins and come in first place (best I managed was second). Why? I keep getting stuck on walls and ridiculous shit like that, and the computer somehow manages to be miles ahead of me each time no matter how well I do.
....and this guy makes it look easy. Dx
I WILL NOT STAND FOR THIS. VICTORY WILL BE MINE.
- Current Mood: aggravated
I'll leave it to Snape to sum up my feelings on this matter.
- Current Mood: annoyed
- Current Mood: FFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFFF
In other news.. college is kicking my ass. I'm depressed all the time, and all I ever really want to do is sleep or drift off into nostalgia land. I fucking hate math, and I hate these bullshit pre-req requirements that will torment me until I finally escape from this shithole. I made a lot of bad choices at the start of the semester, and I'm paying for them. I just want this to be over with so I can start over next semester and not be so fucking retarded this time. If I were more impulsive and slightly more depressed, I'd throw my hands up and say to hell with all of it. But, ironically, I need that 4 year degree in order to get a job in order to pay off my massive college debt that accumulated in order to get that 4 year degree. Fuck my life.
Also, I miss Acwellan, I miss furcadia, and I miss all the great friends I met and made there. Some part of me refuses to grow up, and consequently refuses to let go of all that happened. I miss all of you. Badly. I miss all the fun we used to have.
I dunno. I've just felt really shitty, sad, and lonely lately. I think I need a happy pill. ):
- Current Location:Home.
- Current Mood: sad
- Current Music:Mariee Sioux
I purposely overlooked a Sci-Fi series that rivals Star Trek: The Original Series in sheer awesomeness. My friend told me about it over a year ago and I didn't even take the time to look at it. I couldn't have been more mistaken in taking this action, or in dismissing this series.
Firefly is outstanding. I'm just... sflkdhklfhsf. Speechless.
I never thought that I could love another Sci-Fi series as much as I love Star Trek. I was mistaken.
If you haven't seen this series, go and watch it. I can personally guarantee that you will love it. But be prepared - it only lasted for one season. You'll want more, but there isn't any.
This always seems to happen with Sci-Fi series, doesn't it? Canceled because networks purposely screw them over, then they become cult classics, make millions, and gain rabid followers in syndication. If only the dumb-fucks would learn from NBC's mistake with Star Trek.. revive this fucking series while you still can. I know, you know, and everyone knows that they will regret it if they don't. Someday, people will think, "Wow, they had a real gem here. What kind of dumbfuck would cancel this show?" (Hell, people think that already!!)
Anyways, sorry. I'll stop my depressed fangirl emoness now. It just... kills me inside to see another incredible Sci-Fi show cut down before its prime, and to see all its potential rot away. I've got another one to add to my list of shows that never should have been canceled.
Makes you wonder, doesn't it? All the good shows get slashed, and yet pure shit shows like American Idol and all the Reality TV trash clogging up the airways refuse to die. People don't know what real entertainment is anymore. If they did, shows like this wouldn't be fucking canceled.
- Current Location:Burn the Land, Boil the Sea, you can't take the sky from me.
- Current Mood: depressed
Advanced Global Personality Test Results
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Stability results were moderately low which suggests you are worrying, insecure, emotional, and anxious.
Orderliness results were moderately high which suggests you are, at times, overly organized, reliable, neat, and hard working at the expense of flexibility, efficiency, spontaneity, and fun.
Extraversion results were moderately low which suggests you are reclusive, quiet, unassertive, and secretive.
Should be doing homework/studying/sleeping. But I wanted to re-take this thing. And it looks like my results changed. o_O
Personality Disorder Test Results
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Eccentric Personality Disorders: Paranoid, Schizoid, Schizotypal
Schizoid Personality Disorder - individual generally detached from social relationships, and shows a narrow range of emotional expression in various social settings.
Schizotypal Personality Disorder - individual is uncomfortable in close relationships, has thought or perceptual distortions, and peculiarities of behavior.
Individuals with these disorders have intense, unstable emotions, distorted self-perception, and/or behavioral impulsiveness.
Antisocial Personality Disorder - individual shows a pervasive disregard for, and violation of, the rights of others.
Borderline Personality Disorder - individual shows a generalized pattern of instability in interpersonal relationships, self-image, and observable emotions, and significant impulsiveness.
Histrionic Personality Disorder - individual often displays excessive emotionality and attention seeking in various contexts. They tend to overreact to other people, and are often perceived as shallow and self-centered.
Narcissistic Personality Disorder - individual has a grandiose view of themselves, a need for admiration, and a lack of empathy that begins by early adulthood and is present in various situations. These individuals are very demanding in their relationships.
Anxious Personality Disorders: Avoidant, Dependent, Obsessive-Compulsive
Individuals with these disorders often appear anxious or fearful.
Avoidant Personality Disorder - individual is socially inhibited, feels inadequate, and is oversensitive to criticism
Dependent Personality Disorder - individual shows an extreme need to be taken care of that leads to fears of separation, and passive and clinging behavior.
Obsessive-Compulsive Personality Disorder - individual is preoccupied with orderliness, perfectionism, and control at the expense of flexibility, openness, and efficiency.
- Current Mood: Damn Chemistry...
Plus Chemistry has three lectures a week, a giant lab, and a discussion group. fffffffffffffffffffffffff
All this for a Bachelor degree in SCIENCE!!!11111111111. It had better be worth it. D:
(specifically, Animal Biology.. but I still don't even know wtf I can do with a degree like that.)
Soyeah. I'm stressin'.
- Current Mood: worried
- Current Music:Goo Goo Dolls
I got a new layout for this thing. Freakish orange juice and toast. BECAUSE THEY ARE A PART OF A DELICIOUS B
I also found this totally friggin awesome Star Trek Original Series mood theme. So naturally I'm using that, too. :D
- Current Mood: giddy